Day 141: Hope eludes me

unable to sleep. questions of life tugging at my soul. wondering about purpose. the species of humans have made a mess of this planet. profiting off the destruction, waste, pollution of lands, waters and many many plant, animal and human communities. the challenges so immense. the struggles epochal. sometimes overwhelming. today this is on my mind. somedays i am clear what must be done. and some days hope and clarity are elusive, ironic even.